Sorry it’s been a while since I posted. Our last session ended on Valentine in February, so we played for about 8 weeks in all.
It that time she was very good, she made sure I was locked up as much as possible and she really got into the tease and denial. She also go very used to demanding what she wanted and using threat of no tease or extra time locked to get what she wanted. All in all it was a great time. Release night was excellent, she made it really special for me………
So why the no posting for a long time? Well we slipped back into normal vanilla.
I’m not too sure why, the plan as to allow me freedom for a week or so then lock back up. I got ill and she didn’t have the heart to force me back in, one thing led to another, life got busy and time has flown.
So why the post now? Well we are supposed to be playing again…..
Why would I say we are supposed to be rather than we are?
Well we started talking about playing again a month or so ago, on and off we talked and she really wanted to play. Very similar to last time there were a couple of times where we I had last orgasms but then I chickened out of locking up and she never forced me. This happened a couple of times.
We agreed one last time and there was no backing out, she would make sure I was locked no excuses.
The night came, everything was great. She teased me and she said she wouldn’t let me know how long I was to be denied for until after I had cum, I though t that was an excellent move on her behalf. Sometimes she plays the game like an expert.
She later said the lock up time would be 3 months, WOW I was impressed, I always wanted her to be tougher with her demands, This felt to me like a big step forward. I know she finds it hard being in control and being dominant. The strange thing is I long to please her, so the more she demands of me and the more I do things for her the happier we both are. For example when she lets me give her pleasure whilst I’m locked it makes me so happy I can’t explain why, she seems to have much more intense orgasms when I’m pleasuring her whilst I’m locked so she must get some sort of extra pleasure out of being in control. When I offer her pleasure and she says she doesn’t want any my heart sinks.
It was all good, I was locked for a few days then I had to take a flight. The device came off and since she hasn’t really been interested in playing.
Things in our life are really busy and I appreciate that, so far its been 2 weeks, I’ve been true to the game but I don’t think I can hold out much longer unless she takes control. I’ve emailed her twice about it but neither time did she reply.
Really disappointed, it was difficult last year to get things going, but once we were off we were off and it was great for both of us.
I’m sure she wants to play as she was so keen when we discussed it a month or so ago, I’ve tried to talk but she doesn’t reply, I’ve locked up and left the key but when I come back its in the same place. I
